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12 Steps
1:30:39
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - The Hole in the Doughnut - Jan 21 2021
January 22, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:11:18
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - The self-system Needs To Be Disturbed, But Doesn't Like To Get Disturbed - Jan 20 20
January 21, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:23:26
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Abandoning "Reason" That's Of The Past , Like Sacrifice Premise - Jan 19 2021
January 20, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:35:42
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Only a Body Can Be On a Path - Jan 16 2021
January 17, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
0:0:29
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - ‘Nobody’ Dipping in Ganga for Everyone - Jan 14th 2021
January 15, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:15:5
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Brahmi Bathes in the Ganges at Kumbh Mela AS All of Us - Jan 13 2020
January 14, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:2:23
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - A Flood of Compassion on Seeing the Exact Nature of the Wrong - Jan 12 2020
January 13, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:31:10
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Facing Emotions And Dilemmas, And selfing Commentary About Its/Your Adequacy - Jan 9th 2020
January 11, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:27:10
Paul Hedderman -12 Steps Reflections - Prayer As Gift, Not As Petition From self-defined Condition - Jan 7 2021
January 8, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:34:26
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - No ego Or separate self, Only Seeing As or looking from - Jan 6 2020
January 7, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:17:6
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Availability Both Allows Feelings And Sees Skillful Means - Jan 5 2020
January 7, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:45:24
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - What is Appearing as 2(+) Is Just Appearing, But Not "True" - Jan 2 2020
January 3, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:1:59
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Habit Is Action Without (Further Time In Divided) Thoughts - Dec 31 2020
January 1, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:33:56
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Nothing New AND Nothing Old Either, Happ(y)ening Now! - Dec 30th 2020
December 31, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:14:31
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Questioning Causation When "Effects" Described Dec 29 2020
December 31, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:14:5
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Fk*its, Trust Development, Body Pain, All Same Claim - Dec 26 2020
December 28, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:8:55
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Action/Service Flows, Just As Prayer&Meditation Do - Dec 24th 2020
December 25, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:29:12
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - ACIM's "The Brain Interprets to the Body" Feedback Loop - Dec 23 2020
December 24, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:9:2
Paul Hedderman -12 Step - The Aha of Not Differences Experienced (Contrasted with the Trying to Find Similarities) - Dec 22 20
December 23, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:32:50
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - The me Is A Projection of Duality; There Is No Person Understanding Duality - Dec 19 2020
December 20, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:9:13
Paul Hedderman - 12Steps - Active Addiction Replaced A While by Addiction To Recovery - Dec 17 2020
December 18, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:11:50
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - But Relief - December 16th 2020
December 17, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:13:11
Paul Hedderman -12 Steps - When Seeking Has Become A Way of Not Accepting What Is - Dec 15th 2020
December 16, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:14:8
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - There's Only What's So, and one narrative Replacing It, Even Though The Narrative Flip Flops - Dec 12th 2020
December 13, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:4:38
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Being Open IS Allowing What Is Meant For/through You Not Them- Dec 10 20
December 11, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:33:18
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - The False Premise of self is What Projects As F.E.A.R. - Dec 9th 2020
December 10, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:26:17
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Tools Are Great, Including Knowing When They Aren't Needed - Dec 8th 2020
December 9, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:14:55
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Singled Out (past)Happenings Conjure The Special Doer - Dec 5th 2020
December 6, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:26:3
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - God AS Fellowship (Present Connecting, not problem worship) - Dec 3 2020
December 4, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:18:32
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Sharing About Pain - Dec 2nd 2020
December 3, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:24:6
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Availability Is Quality Prevailing to Circumstances/Feeling - Dec 1 2020
December 2, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:8:17
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - the role of the Axis/Center in the see-saw of life - Nov 28 2020
December 1, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:10:55
Paul Hedderman - 12 Step - Not "Fighting Anyone or Anything" As Effect Not Commandment - Nov 26 2020
November 28, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
0:47:4
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Traveling Lighter = Not-time-tense(Present Open)Condition - Nov 25 20
November 26, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:36:15
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - The Escher-like Two Views of "Beyond Hope" of/from "me" - Nov 21 2020
November 22, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:10:11
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - While God is Made "Not You", "Identity" Is Trumping That God - Nov 19 20
November 21, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:42:59
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Simplicity of the Message Now, Not Expectations of It - Nov 18 2020
November 19, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:23:0
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - What-We-Are IS (God) Having Conscious Contact Now/Here - Nov 17th 2020
November 17, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:24:26
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Grass Valley - 11/15/2020
November 17, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:46:44
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Grass Valley, CA - Nov 14th 2020
November 15, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:12:40
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - There Is No (Separate) Self, Just Imagined Now - Nov 12 2020
November 15, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:27:22
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Ramana's "Erase the Ego" - Nov 11th 2020
November 14, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:13:29
Paul Hedderman - 12 steps - Not Taking The Steps With what Is Playing God - Nov 10 2020
November 12, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
0:1:38
Paul Hedderman & Brandon Vogt - Non Duality & Guitar - Beautiful Backup On How To Hear The Message
November 10, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
2:2:33
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - The me Is Irrelevant, Because it's An Afterthought - Nov 7 2020
November 9, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:39:17
Paul Heddermann - 12 Steps - Not Spiritual Awakening or Experience But a New Basis/View - Nov 5 2020
November 6, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:24:30
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Success of Failing is View When Admitting What We're Not - Nov 4 2020
November 6, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:18:37
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - "I'm a higher-power-ic"; I stopped being scared of F.EA.R - Nov 3 2020
November 4, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:49:19
Paul Hedderman - We blow life into our blow-up doll costumes, but they'r never Us - City Oct 31 2020
November 2, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:21:19
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - "We were grateful that Reason had brought us [only] so far - Oct 29 2020
October 31, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:54:9
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Karma, Amends, Purpose as Good in Action Figure Realm - Oct 28th 2020
October 29, 2020
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:21:1
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Deciding What Was Based On self - Oct 28th 2020
October 29, 2020
12 Steps
12 Steps
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