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12 Steps
1:21:16
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - HoldING Space is what "right-sized" IS (or pointing to ...) - 22Jul2021
July 22, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:44:42
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - It is Such a Game Changer, It's Not About Winning/Losing - 21Jul2021
July 21, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
0:0:0
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - HOSE, Hope - Opinion- Strength - Experience, all useable in/for relating - 20Jul2021
July 20, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:2:11
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Cutting It, the selfing's "product"ion, Off At The Knees - 17Jul2021
July 17, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
0:53:1
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - always available at all times right where we are July 15th 2021
July 15, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:9:12
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Negation never falls over itself 14July21
July 14, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:22:37
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - What we can't do, something else can... awaken to That July 13th 2021
July 13, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:29:12
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Time & Timelessness happens simultaneously 10July2021
July 12, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:41:5
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - You can't be heard - 7July2021 Wednesday
July 9, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:4:48
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Knowledge is limited but Knowing is not -3July21 Saturday
July 9, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:13:27
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - it's hard to be freed to be of use when being used July 8th 2021
July 8, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:24:18
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Where do "you" stop... and Higher Power start? July 6th 2021
July 6, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:5:23
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Under the Influence of Higher Power... a new basis of Living - July 1st 2021
July 1, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:8:20
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - the Progression of Recovery... Enjoy the Landscape - June 29th 2021
June 29, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:23:11
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Questioning "Pre"mise Of "my" Equals Alleviation Of Suffering Possibilities, Like Empathy - June 26th 2021
June 26, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:20:48
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Achilles Heel Of A Program Is It Can't Replace The "Mystery" (Creativity, That Even Inspired It) - June 24th 2021
June 24, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:22:7
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Imagery Of Looking Out And Curled Up, Two Body Depictions Of Where Faith Can Go- June 23rd 2021
June 23, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:13:46
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - The Funda*mental* Idea Is "Original" self; The Dilema Is It Apprehends "God" From/For itself - June 22nd 2021
June 22, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:39:26
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Appearing Isn't To self (Or Any Noun), Noun-NESS IS Appearing (Within, Not To, Broader Arising) - June 19th 2021
June 19, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:10:47
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - A FearLESS Inventory Can Only Be Of What-You're-Not, PAST Misidentifying NOT Owned Anymore - June 17th 2021
June 17, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:10:42
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - "My" Life Is Packaged Downloads That Fill In (no)self Story At Single Decision Points - June 16th 2021
June 16, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:25:30
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - All Things (including "Stor/y/ed" Trauma Energy) Can Be Repurposed - June 15th 2021
June 15, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:16:6
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - 6/7 Stepping IS The Readiness/Attitude That Follows Conviction Of Steps 1/2/3 - June 10th 2021
June 10, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:39:51
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Resistance Is Futille ... Compliance Unnecessary (Thats Surrendered!) - June 9th 2021
June 9, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:34:6
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - A Story Of Unwarranted Pain Might Tempt But It's Just Less Denial Covering It - June 5th 2021
June 5, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:27:14
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps -Knowing When (That) Tools Aren't Needed Is Under Rated Premise - Jun 3rd 2021
June 3, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:24:13
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Story (of Past/Future) Is Built On Foundation Of Attitude To Now/Reality - June 2nd 2021
June 2, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:17:15
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Enough and Okay and Availability Now, "Better" Feelings Or Stories Turned Over To Care Of "Later" - Jun 1st 2021
June 1, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:8:30
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Powerlessness As Admit-able Window Toward Presence Unmanaged (Not Needed To Be)- May 27th 2021
May 29, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:36:29
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - What Can Be Perceived Can't Perceive, And There's No Noun Perceiver Ultimately Behind - May 29th 2021
May 29, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:36:42
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Seeing me/mine/myself MEchanism, Instead of Giving Up "its" Possesions and Ideas - May 26th 2021
May 27, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:16:34
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Identification IS The Hook For Guilt - May 25th 2021
May 25, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:42:18
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - forgot to post for a few days! - May 22nd 2021
May 22, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:13:51
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - When "my" Gets Smaller, Life Gets Larger (Freed Of Control) - May 20th 2021
May 20, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:24:22
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - I Am My Own Surprise (If Not Lost In "self" Involvement) - May 19th 2021
May 19, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:4:33
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Reading: The Doctor's Opinion - May 18th 2021
May 18, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:17:31
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - "Spiritual" As Referring To Not-Mental, Like God Not-Finite; Instead of "Noun" Terms - May 13th 2021
May 15, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:14:50
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - What Comes BE-fore, Feeds What The "Good" And The "Bad" Wolf Means - May 15th 2021
May 15, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:38:19
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Within Basic Dreaming, One Stream In It Is In A time Eddy Called selfing - May 12th 2021
May 14, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:25:4
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Expressing Of "Miraculous" Demonstrations, IS "Keeping" Their Source Flowing AS You - May 11th 2021
May 11, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:31:49
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Without The Emphasis/Direction "First" All Understandings / Spiritualities / Descriptions Are Inverted Of Their Meaning - May 8th 2021
May 8, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:10:31
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Patterns (Principles) ARE Encompassing Of (Before) Particulars (Person's stories) - May 6th 2021
May 6, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:3:59
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Traveling Lightly Isn't "for" me, Which Allows For All (Consciousness' Experience Of) Me(s) To Travel Lightly! - May 5th 2021
May 5, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:28:20
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - "Give freely of what you find" Is Of Essence-tial Creativity In Recovery (The Way Any Value Is "Kept" In Attention, Giving) - May 4th 2021
May 4, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:34:47
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - What Comes "Before" Gives Meaning, There's No Fixed Answer or Truth - Apr 28 21
May 3, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:45:54
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Grass Valley 2021 #2 - May 2nd 2021
May 2, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
2:11:21
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Grass Valley 2021 #1 - May 1st 2021
May 1, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:20:35
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Life Continually Brings More Of What I'm not To Me (brought to Steps 6/7) - April 29th 2021
April 29, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:18:28
Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps -The Solution "Disappears" Because It Becomes The New Normal - April 27th 2021
April 27, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:27:50
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Being - Relieved Of me, May Mirror As me Relieved Of Its Baggage - Apr 24 21
April 24, 2021
Nonduality
Nonduality
1:16:56
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - "my" Is The Bonding Agent - Not Its Fears, Resentments, or Any Other Fuel That's Just Smoke(&Mirror) - April 22nd 2021
April 22, 2021
12 Steps
12 Steps
1:32:26
Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Energy Defined (Limited) By "my" Is Freed (Repurposed) Along With I From "me" - April 21st 2021
April 21, 2021
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Nonduality
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